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I Was a Massachusetts State Trooper for 32 Years — The Boston Marathon Bombing Broke Me | Richard Chase
2026-11-02 | 1h 45 mins.Richard Chase spent 32 years as a Massachusetts State Trooper, facing armed criminals, dangerous pursuits, and life-or-death situations. In this episode of Locked In with Ian Bick, he shares unforgettable stories from his career, including being shot at, saving lives, leading critical incidents, and his involvement in the Boston Marathon bombing manhunt and terrifying Watertown shootout. Richard reveals how decades of trauma, especially the events surrounding the bombing, ultimately broke him, leading to severe PTSD and a personal crisis that forced him to seek help. Now, through his memoir I Promise to Come Home, he opens up about the hidden cost of wearing the badge and the battles that follow officers long after their careers end.
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Hosted, Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick:
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Timestamps:
00:00 A Trooper's Breaking Point
00:40 Growing Up in Charlestown
01:36 Family and Baseball Dreams
03:14 Stumbling Into Policing
05:04 Joining the Metropolitan Police
06:36 The State Police Merger
08:38 Patrol in Late-'80s Boston
10:35 Breaking In as a Rookie
13:39 Saving Lives on Bridges
19:00 Chasing Robbers: The Mongoose Story
24:20 The Esplanade Bike Robbery
27:20 School Shootings and Changing Times
29:54 Technology and Police Cameras
33:31 Homelessness and the Mob
34:54 Life After the Merger
38:24 Trooper vs. Metropolitan Culture
40:46 Fatal Motorcycle Crash
42:55 Speeding Tickets and Empathy
50:23 Responding to Bad Accidents
54:08 The 135 MPH Drunk Driver
58:23 Climbing the Ranks
01:01:35 The Cruiser Accident
01:04:31 Boston Marathon Manhunt
01:09:00 Firefight in Watertown
01:14:44 Surrounding the Boat
01:19:59 PTSD Diagnosis and Recovery
01:26:43 Retirement and Back Injuries
01:27:52 The Lost Boy at the Carnival
01:33:30 Authenticity in Policing
01:39:01 Writing 'I Promise to Come Home'
01:41:35 Helping First Responders with PTSD
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2026-11-01 | 1h 43 mins.Mario Perez was sentenced to 25 years to life for a crime he says he never committed. After serving 27 years behind bars, including 15 years in solitary confinement, he reveals what prison did to him and how he survived.
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Hosted, Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick:
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Timestamps:
00:00 Surviving Among Serial Killers
00:28 Mario's Background and Childhood
01:44 Family and Early Life
02:24 First Crime and Juvenile Detention
04:11 First Poor Choice: The Axe Incident
05:52 Growing Up in the Streets and Gang Involvement
07:50 Parental Discipline and Its Effects
11:07 Rikers Island at 16
13:25 Prison Survival and Making a Name
15:00 Release and More Trouble
17:48 Arrested for Murder: The Setup
19:38 The Alleged Setup and Trial
23:11 Where Were You the Day of the Murder?
26:01 The Corrupt Officer and Witnesses
28:38 Shock and Reaction to the Arrest
31:30 Sponsor Break
32:54 Moving to Adult Prison
34:21 Fighting the Case and Trial Preparation
37:00 The First Trial and Hung Jury
38:44 Rejecting Plea Deals
40:06 Second Trial and Conviction
42:40 Sentencing and the Impact
43:43 The Irony of Deaths
44:01 Entering the Prison System
45:10 Survival Strategies in Prison
50:58 Encounters with David Berkowitz (Son of Sam)
54:39 Meeting Mad Dog Sullivan and Others
57:20 Interactions with Other Notorious Inmates
01:00:05 Mob Figures and Lessons Learned
01:03:31 Correction Officers and Solitary Confinement
01:05:24 Mental State and Adjusting to Society
01:07:56 Prison Life and Relationships
01:10:23 Escape Fantasies and Worst Actions
01:13:59 Weapons and Contraband
01:17:41 Conjugal Visits and Prison Pen Pals
01:20:08 Technological Changes After Release
01:22:51 Personal Transformation and Peace
01:25:00 Parole Hearings and Release
01:28:19 Adjusting to Life Outside
01:30:15 Rebuilding Life After Prison
01:32:43 Current Life and Engagement
01:34:51 Advice to Younger Self
01:39:29 Bad Days and Coping Mechanisms
01:41:32 Finding Peace and Gratitude
01:42:12 Closing Remarks and Thanks
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2026-10-29 | 2h 27 mins.Mike Mulroy spent 21 years with the NYPD, including 16 years as a detective investigating homicides, robberies, and violent crimes in some of the Bronx's most dangerous precincts. From deadly shootings and disturbing murder investigations to death threats and responding to the aftermath of 9/11, Mulroy shares his most unforgettable true crime stories and the realities of life as a Bronx detective.
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Hosted, Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick:
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Timestamps:
00:00 A Detective's Chilling First Case
00:54 Growing Up in River Edge
03:13 Father, Firehouse, and a Dream
05:02 Joining the NYPD in 1989
07:44 Academy Days and First Assignments
09:02 The Happy Land Fire
11:28 Early Encounters with Death
12:32 The Off-Duty Robbery
15:07 The 44th Precinct: Busiest in the World
16:56 The Psychotic Woman with the Cigar
20:18 The Family Annihilation on Walton Avenue
22:20 The Cost of Unseen Trauma
24:45 The Wild Shootout on Jessup Avenue
30:00 Going Undercover in Uniform
34:00 The Threat with Ouzis
38:10 Taking Down the Dealer Brothers
41:00 Moving to the 47th Precinct
45:00 The Murder of Nelly Huck
48:00 Uncovering the Body in the Floor
50:00 Delivering the Worst News
53:00 The Art of Interrogation
58:00 Hunting a Savage Killer
01:04:00 The Bodega Robbery
01:12:00 The Prostitute and the Informant
01:18:00 The Brothers with Gangrene
01:21:00 Ground Zero: The Morgue and the Landfill
01:29:00 Facing Life After Cancer
01:31:00 The Nelly Investigation Goes Cold
01:40:00 A Medium and a Message
01:44:00 The Killers Confess
01:51:00 Trigger: The One That Got Away
01:55:00 The Body in the Furnace
02:01:00 The Children in the Closet
02:08:00 Funny Moments with Whiz
02:11:00 The Canada Trip
02:14:00 The Suicidal Cop in Atlantic City
02:18:00 The Last Case: Sadie Mitchell
02:22:00 Retirement and Reflection
02:26:00 Final Thoughts and the Book
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Hosted, Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick:
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Timestamps:
00:00 Tavon's Story: From Robbery to Redemption
00:48 Growing Up on Denver's East Side
02:19 Losing His Father at Nine
04:56 Dreams and Football
07:27 First Robbery and Juvenile Detention
10:16 Life in a Military-Style Juvenile Facility
13:55 Release and Return to Crime
17:33 Daily Life of Robbing Houses
20:27 Reflecting on the Impact of His Crimes
25:15 The 2012 RadioShack Robbery and Standoff
30:56 Six Hours of Terror and Surrender
36:26 Deciding to Shoot and the Aftermath
40:00 The Turning Point: Surrendering
44:33 Arrest and Interrogation
49:40 Legal Battles and Plea Deal
52:42 Facing a 30-Year Sentence
01:00:00 Prison Arrival and Parole Date
01:04:00 Transfer to Sterling Prison
01:08:00 Mentors and Personal Growth in Prison
01:13:00 Pursuing Education and Self-Development
01:21:00 Fighting for Sentence Reduction
01:25:00 The Setback: Losing Earn Time
01:29:00 Resentencing and Community Corrections
01:33:00 Release and Transition Challenges
01:38:00 Adapting to Life Outside
01:42:00 Emotional Adjustment and Relationships
01:46:00 Making Peace with Victims
01:49:00 Future Plans and Words to Younger Self
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2026-10-27 | 1h 56 mins.Kristen Ziman spent nearly 30 years in law enforcement, rising through the ranks to become the first female police chief in Aurora, Illinois, history. In 2019, she was leading the department when a gunman opened fire at the Henry Pratt Company, killing five employees and shooting five police officers. In this episode, Kristen takes us through her career in policing, the toughest calls she responded to, the challenges of leadership, and what it was like leading her department through a mass shooting.
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Website: https://kristenziman.com/
Book: https://www.amazon.com/Reimagining-Blue-Thoughts-Leadership-Policing-ebook/dp/B09YVPJS8K?ref_=ast_author_mpb
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Hosted, Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick:
https://ianbick.com/
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Timestamps:
00:00 The Active Shooter Call
01:04 Growing Up Around Policing
03:47 High School and the Police Cadet Program
06:22 Moving Up the Ranks
08:19 The Women Who Came Before
13:05 Surprises of the Job
15:01 First Body Bags
16:15 Gang Violence and Senseless Killings
18:53 The Public's Perception of Police
23:02 Running Toward Gunfire
26:24 The Stress of Training
27:21 Growing Callous
30:07 Becoming a DV Detective
34:02 Why DV Cases Are So Hard
37:26 From Patrol to Sergeant
40:36 The Lieutenant Test
47:39 Life as a Lieutenant
48:43 The Helicopter Crash
53:08 Preparing to Be a Leader
55:31 Chosen as Commander
58:16 The Value of Education
01:01:32 What Commanders Really Do
01:04:48 Building Community Trust
01:14:32 The Loneliness of the Chief
01:20:46 Should a Chief Be Elected
01:23:04 Preparing for the Worst
01:26:06 February 15th, 2019
01:31:49 The Aftermath of a Mass Shooting
01:41:08 Retirement and Finding Peace
01:49:00 The Beatings Won't Stop
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Stories you won't find anywhere else, told by the people who lived them. Hosted by former federal inmate turned entrepreneur Ian Bick, Locked In with Ian Bick features raw, long-form conversations with people from every side of the criminal justice system—and the extraordinary lives that intersect with it. From former inmates and law enforcement officers to attorneys, judges, correctional professionals, investigators, victims, medical professionals, bikers, and public figures, every guest shares a firsthand perspective rarely heard anywhere else. Every episode goes beyond the headlines, exploring crime, prison, addiction, investigations, mental health, redemption, and second chances through honest conversations with the people who experienced them. If you're interested in true crime, criminal justice, prison stories, or extraordinary real-life experiences, Locked In with Ian Bick delivers stories you won't find anywhere else.
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