Locked In with Ian Bick

• Renee Graziano: Mobster Dad, Rat Ex-Husband & Mob Wives

  Renee Graziano joins Ian Bick for a conversation about growing up in a powerful mob family, marrying her ex-husband Hector Pagan, discovering he was a rat, and navigating the chaos that came with her father Anthony Graziano’s prison time. Known for her breakout role on Mob Wives, Renee opens up about the reality of being raised in organized crime, the emotional toll of betrayal, her battles with addiction, and how fame magnified everything she was already struggling with. She breaks down what viewers never saw on Mob Wives, how the show changed her life, what it was really like being one of the most recognizable faces on reality TV, and how she’s been rebuilding her life with honesty and strength. #ReneeGraziano #MobWives #MafiaStories #OrganizedCrime #TrueCrimePodcast #MobLife #CrimeDocumentary #ianbick Thank you to AURA FRAMES & PRIZEPICKS for sponsoring this episode: Aura Frames: Exclusive $35 off Carver Mat at https://on.auraframes.com/LOCKEDIN. Promo Code LOCKEDIN Prizepicks: Visit https://prizepicks.onelink.me/LME0/IANBICK and use code IANBICK and get $50 in lineups when you play your first $5 lineup! Connect with Renee Graziano: https://www.instagram.com/reneegraziano/?hl=en Hosted, Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: https://www.instagram.com/ian_bick/?hl=en https://ianbick.com/ Shop Locked In Merch: http://www.ianbick.com/shop Timestamps: 00:00 Renee Introduces Her Early Life & Childhood Roots 03:30 Staten Island Memories, Family Stories & Growing Up Mob-Adjacent 10:30 Realizing Her Life Was Different: Early Signs & Family Secrets 18:20 Mob Life Up Close: First Arrests, Loyalty & Family Dynamics 27:00 Marriage, Betrayal & Iconic Mob Weddings 34:30 Motherhood: Raising Her Son & Navigating Hard Conversations 41:10 Losing Loved Ones: Family in Jail, Grief & Coping Mechanisms 46:20 Addiction, Recovery & Holding a Family Together 52:20 Mob Wives: How the Show Started, Drama, Reactions & Behind-the-Scenes Truths 01:01:50 The Betrayal: The Watch, the Wire & the Fallout That Changed Everything 01:15:30 Mob Wives Finale, More Loss & Reinventing Herself After the Show 01:25:30 Recovery, Public Perception & Fighting for Personal Growth 01:34:50 Family, Regret & the Biggest Lessons Renee Learned Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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• I Had a Prison Girlfriend - Here’s What Happened | Tonya Higdon

  Tonya Higdon grew up in a good family, but childhood trauma pushed her into years of addiction involving nearly every drug you can imagine. She became a young mother while struggling to stay clean, bounced in and out of trouble, and eventually went on the run after multiple arrests for driving without a license. When she was finally caught, Tonya was sentenced to three years in the Florida state prison system—where she formed a long-term relationship with another woman that lasted her entire sentence. In this episode of Locked In with Ian Bick, Tonya shares her full story: her upbringing, addiction, life on the run, surviving prison, the realities of having a prison girlfriend, and how she worked to rebuild her life afterward. This conversation offers an honest look at trauma, recovery, and resilience for anyone interested in real-life stories, addiction journeys, and the truth about life behind bars. #PrisonStory #PrisonLife #LockedInWithIanBick #InmateStories #TrueCrimePodcast #PrisonRelationships #RedemptionStory #prisonexperience Thank you to AURA FRAMES & DAWS for sponsoring this episode: Aura Frames: Exclusive $35 off Carver Mat at https://on.auraframes.com/LOCKEDIN. Promo Code LOCKEDIN DAWS: Go to http://www.daws.org/ to donate, adopt or send items from their wishlist. Connect with Tonya Higdon: TikTok: stankself_ Instagram: stankself4201 Hosted, Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: https://www.instagram.com/ian_bick/?hl=en https://ianbick.com/ Shop Locked In Merch: http://www.ianbick.com/shop Timestamps: 00:00 Intro: Her Story Before Prison & What Led Here 05:00 Childhood, Family Dynamics & Early Struggles 10:00 Trauma, Addiction Begins & Life Starts Unraveling 16:00 Losing Custody, Spiraling & Desperate Decisions 22:00 Life on the Run, Arrest & Reality Sets In 27:00 Sentencing Day: Walking Into Prison for the First Time 33:00 Prison Relationships, Survival & Finding Her Place Inside 39:00 Daily Life: Hustles, Routines & What Prison Food Is Really Like 45:00 Addiction Behind Bars & Hard Lessons Learned 50:00 Getting Out: Reentry, Rebuilding & Starting Over 56:00 Staying Sober, Finding Purpose & Her Social Media Journey 01:01:00 Family Healing, Forgiveness & Moving Forward 01:04:00 Her Advice: What She Learned & Final Reflections Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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• I Was a Teenage Prison Guard — Then I Survived Addiction | Ken Rideout

  Ken Rideout joins Ian Bick to share his unique path from working as a corrections officer to struggling with addiction and eventually rebuilding his life through discipline and endurance sports. Ken opens up about his background, his experiences inside the prison system, his battle with opioids, and how running became a foundation for stability, structure, and long-term recovery. Today, Ken is known for his work in fitness, long-distance running, and co-hosting The Fight with Teddy Atlas podcast. #PrisonStory #AddictionRecovery #PrisonGuard #TrueCrimePodcast #LockedInWithIanBick #PrisonLife #AddictionAwareness #redemptionstory Thanks to AURA FRAMES & BLUECHEW for sponsoring this episode: Aura Frames: Exclusive $35 off Carver Mat at https://on.auraframes.com/LOCKEDIN. Promo Code LOCKEDIN BlueChew: Get 10% off your first month of BlueChew Gold with code LOCKEDIN. Visit https://bluechew.com/ for more details and important safety information Connect with Ken Rideout: IG: https://www.instagram.com/ken_rideout/ YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@ken_rideout Website: ttps://www.theothersideofhard.com/ Hosted, Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: https://www.instagram.com/ian_bick/?hl=en https://ianbick.com/ Shop Locked In Merch: http://www.ianbick.com/shop Timestamps: 00:00 Former Prison Guard: Shocking Stories & Life Before Corrections 05:41 Growing Up: Family, Neighborhood Influence & Early Sports Life 13:30 First Days as a CO: What Really Happens Behind the Walls 23:36 Addiction Inside Prisons & Struggles at Home 31:44 Childhood Trauma, Life Choices & Hitting Crossroads 43:43 Why He Left Corrections for Wall Street (The Unexpected Pivot) 53:34 Battling Addiction: Secrets, Lies & Personal Collapse 01:02:31 Sobriety Journey: Regrets, Family Impact & Hard Truths 01:06:23 Rebuilding Life: Fitness, Career Growth & Becoming a Mentor 01:13:21 Discipline, Success & The Mindset That Changed Everything 01:19:45 Future Goals, Self-Acceptance & What He Learned 01:25:15 Overcoming Setbacks & Staying Consistent Through Life’s Chaos Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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• My Girlfriend’s Arrest & What It’s Really Like Dating a Felon | Leticia Duarte

  Leticia Duarte joins Ian for the 500th episode of Locked In to finally share her side of the story — her arrest, her past, how the two met, and what it’s really like dating someone with a criminal record. Leticia opens up about her childhood, the mistakes that changed her life, the moment she was arrested, and the lessons she learned along the way. She talks honestly about supporting Ian through his journey, what dating a felon actually looks like behind the scenes, and how their relationship grew through challenges, questions, public eyes, and the realities of redemption. This episode also includes fan questions, behind-the-scenes moments from their relationship, and conversations about love, loyalty, mental health, personal growth, and rebuilding your life after setbacks. If you’re interested in real stories, prison and arrest experiences, relationship struggles, and honest conversations about life after mistakes, this episode gives you a raw and personal look at everything you’ve always wanted to know about Leticia and Ian — together. #PrisonStories #TrueCrimePodcast #LockedInWithIanBick #ArrestStory #InmateStories #RedemptionStory #DatingAFelon #RealLifeStories Thanks to BLUECHEW, AURA FRAMES & PRIZEPICKS for sponsoring this episode: BlueChew: Get 10% off your first month of BlueChew Gold with code LOCKEDIN. Visit https://bluechew.com/ for more details and important safety information Aura Frames: Exclusive $35 off Carver Mat at https://on.auraframes.com/LOCKEDIN. Promo Code LOCKEDIN Prizepicks: Visit https://prizepicks.onelink.me/LME0/IANBICK and use code IANBICK and get $50 in lineups when you play your first $5 lineup! Connect with Leticia Duarte: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/leticiaa_duartee/ Podcast Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/sips.and.secrets/ TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@sipssecrets.w.let?_t=ZP-8yPWBUScOsR&_r=1 YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCazI24pakcI62suCDfQTh7Q Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/28lCiWPFaDXSDEC1y5wHSp Hosted, Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: https://www.instagram.com/ian_bick/?hl=en https://ianbick.com/ Shop Locked In Merch: http://www.ianbick.com/shop Timestamps: 00:00 Intro – Celebrating 500 Episodes of Locked In 02:00 What 500 Episodes Taught Me (The Real Behind-the-Scenes) 05:30 How the Podcast Grew: Viral Moments, Guests & Evolution 11:00 Leticia Joins: Our Relationship, Struggles & Funny Stories 19:00 How We Met: The Full Story You’ve Never Heard 26:00 Leticia’s DUI: The Arrest, Fallout & Hard Lessons Learned 36:00 The REAL Cost of a DUI: Money, Court, Stigma & Recovery 41:30 Life Changes After a DUI: Coping, Growth & New Routines 46:00 Listener Q&A: Biggest Podcast Moments, Fan Questions & Secrets 54:00 Dating With a Criminal Record: Judgment, Trust & Navigating Life 01:00:00 Wild Stories From the Studio: Guests, Mishaps & Surprises 01:07:00 Living Together: Daily Routines, Challenges & What Works 01:12:00 Attention, Fame & Handling Celebrity Guests 01:15:00 Dream Guests, Future Plans & What’s Next for the Podcast 01:16:30 Final Thank You – 500 Episodes, Gratitude & What’s Coming Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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• I Was a Cop Involved In Multiple Shootings — Then I Lost Myself to Alcohol | Michael Martinez

  Michael Martinez grew up in San Diego and started getting into trouble as a teenager before turning his life around and heading to Hawaii for college. His goal was to serve and protect — but his past made getting into law enforcement a challenge. While waiting to be accepted, he worked animal control in San Diego County before finally joining the San Diego Police Department. Within his first two years, Michael was involved in three officer-involved shootings, an experience that led to severe PTSD, alcoholism, and a complete personal breakdown. This episode dives deep into the reality behind the badge — the trauma, the toll, and the long road to redemption. Michael opens up about how he rebuilt his life, saved his family, and learned that asking for help isn’t weakness — it’s survival. #PoliceStory #TrueCrimePodcast #AddictionRecovery #FormerCop #PoliceShootings #MentalHealthAwareness #LawEnforcementLife #redemptionjourney Thank you to BLUECHEW, AURA FRAMES & PRIZEPICKS for sponsoring this episode: BlueChew: Get 10% off your first month of BlueChew Gold with code LOCKEDIN. Visit https://bluechew.com/ for more details and important safety information Aura Frames: Exclusive $35 off Carver Mat at https://on.auraframes.com/LOCKEDIN. Promo Code LOCKEDIN Prizepicks: Visit https://prizepicks.onelink.me/LME0/IANBICK and use code IANBICK and get $50 in lineups when you play your first $5 lineup! Hosted, Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: https://www.instagram.com/ian_bick/?hl=en https://ianbick.com/ Shop Locked In Merch: http://www.ianbick.com/shop Timestamps: 00:00 Trauma Begins: Michael’s Early Struggles & Childhood Impact 01:27 Who Is Michael? Upbringing, Family Life & Early Influences 05:57 Growing Up Tough: Life Lessons, Trouble & Survival Skills 10:44 The First Turning Point: School, Identity & Finding Purpose 13:05 Starting Out: Security Work, Corrections & Law Enforcement Dreams 17:02 Becoming a Cop: The Application Process & Early Obstacles 24:58 Craziest Animal Control Stories + The Career-Changing Phone Call 27:32 Rejection, Pressure & Balancing Family Expectations 34:13 Joining San Diego PD: Training Academy & Rookie Life 43:54 First Days on Patrol: Real Calls, Adrenaline & Family Adjustments 51:40 The Rookie Reality: Hardest Challenges New Officers Face 01:00:00 First Officer-Involved Shooting: What Really Happens 01:17:38 The Aftermath: Trauma, Marriage Strain & Drinking Begins 01:31:04 Workaholism, Emotional Distance & Alcohol Escalation 01:39:07 Second Shooting: Inside an Active Shooter Incident 01:55:53 PTSD Symptoms: Nightmares, Paranoia & Home Life Collapse 02:01:39 Third Shooting: Risk-Taking, Burnout & Hitting Rock Bottom 02:16:06 The Breaking Point: Career Consequences & Support Arrives 02:23:11 Intervention, Treatment & Admitting the Problem 02:33:21 Recovery Journey: Rebuilding Family & Helping Other Officers 02:52:11 The Power of Police Wellness Programs & Mental Health Support 02:55:30 What He Learned: Advice for Officers, Families & Survivors 02:56:46 Fourth Shooting Revealed: How His Recovery Came Full Circle 03:01:00 Gratitude, Support Systems & Final Thoughts on Healing Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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