Out Loud with Ahmed Eldin

Grammy-winning rapper and poet René Pérez Joglar (Residente) joins Out Loud for a wide-ranging conversation about Gaza, Puerto Rico, censorship, and what it actually costs to refuse silence.Residente reflects on collaborating with Palestinian artists, facing backlash and financial consequences, and turning concert stages into spaces of solidarity. We talk about colonialism of land and mind, self-determination, artistic honesty, and why younger generations are where he finds hope.

A love story, a political narrative, and a tale of self-discovery converge in this intimate conversation. What happens when queerness, Palestine, exile, and truth-telling all intersect in one life? How do we reclaim ourselves when the world teaches us to hide?In this episode of Out Loud with Ahmed, I sat down with acclaimed writer and analyst Tareq Baconi (President of the Board of Al-Shabaka: The Palestinian Policy Network, author of Hamas Contained) to unpack his groundbreaking new memoir Fire in Every Direction.Together, they explore the emotional archaeology of first love, the silence of queer Arab boyhood, the inherited weight of the Nakba, and the price of telling the truth in a world collapsing under genocide. Tareq opens up about the letters that shaped him, the rupture that reshaped his family, and the lifelong work of integrating queerness, identity, politics, and belonging—without apologizing for any part of the whole.We also move through the political with brutal clarity: narrative, media, power, and why Palestinians are so often forced to “explain” themselves to institutions that don’t want to hear them. This is a conversation about shame and desire, generational rage and tenderness, chosen family and survival—and the impossible beauty of becoming whole while history is still burning.👉 If this moved you, like, subscribe, and share it with one person who’s trying to stay human in inhuman times.📖 Get Tareq Baconi’s book: Fire in Every Direction: A Memoirhttps://www.simonandschuster.com/books/Fire-in-Every-Direction/Tareq-Baconi/9781668068564More from Tareq:— Al-Shabaka: https://al-shabaka.org/authors/tareq-baconi/— Hamas Contained: https://www.sup.org/books/middle-east-studies/hamas-containedCHAPTERS01:08 Opening: Welcome to Out Loud02:44 Why Tareq Wrote the Book05:02 Reader Reactions & Emotional Impact07:00 Integrating Identity & Politics08:33 Writing Privately vs. Publishing13:03 Returning to Old Letters & Reconstructing Memory18:57 The Rupture: Love, Secrecy, and Shame22:00 Publishing a Memoir During Genocide32:04 Palestinian Maternal Rage & Legacy36:01 The Childhood “Look” & Social Policing39:58 The Weight of “Ayb” (Shame Language)54:32 Exile, Diaspora Privilege & Estrangement59:19 Storytelling as Resistance & Political Power01:08:10 Is Palestine the Litmus Test for Humanity?01:17:24 Closing Reflectionstags: Tareq Baconi, Fire In Every Direction, Palestine, Gaza, Queer Arab, Out Loud With Ahmed

Every few months, the world rediscovers the word peace.
A ceasefire is staged, a headline sighs in relief — and for a moment, we all pretend coexistence is possible.
But coexistence without equality isn’t peace — it’s PR.
In this episode of Out Loud, I sit down with two women who refuse to perform peace — and instead expose its price:
🎬 Amber Fares, the Lebanese-Canadian filmmaker behind Speed Sisters and Coexistence My Ass, and
🎭 Noam Shuster-Eliassi, the Israeli comedian and activist whose story and stand-up form the heart of that new Sundance documentary.
Together, we talk about:
• The danger (and necessity) of being funny in a fascist moment
• Growing up in the “Oasis of Peace” and seeing the myth of coexistence unravel
• The cost of telling the truth in a society built on denial
• How women are using comedy, art, and film to resist propaganda and reclaim empathy

“What we’re saying in this film — Palestinians have been saying for decades,” Noam makes it a point to tell me.
“If it’s easier for you to hear it from me, then that’s your homework.”
🎧 Coexistence, My Ass is about courage, laughter, and the moral clarity we need to imagine real peace — not the photo-op kind.

Recorded just before the ceasefire — and released as Israeli forces violate it — this Out Loud episode with Abby Martin confronts Gaza not just as a tragedy, but as a mirror.
From the Great March of Return to today’s live-streamed horror, Abby and I explore what Gaza exposes:
— the death of moral illusion,
— the collapse of journalism’s conscience,
— and an empire that depends on permanent war.
“We all see the Holocaust being live-streamed. It’s on our screens daily in 4K.” — Abby Martin
Abby’s unflinching honesty cuts through propaganda to show why silence has become policy — and why love, solidarity, and collective defiance are humanity’s last stand.
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In this searing episode of Out Loud with Ahmed Eldin, I sit with Palestinian novelist, poet, and activist Susan Abulhawa—bestselling author of Mornings in Jenin and Love in the Time of Genocide. Susan speaks with brutal clarity, refusing half-truths to confront the genocide in Gaza, the complicity of global powers, and the power of righteous rage. This isn’t just a conversation—it’s a reckoning.
“I absolutely reject the policing of my speech when we’re being exterminated. I don’t give a shit about anybody’s feelings,” Susan declares, dismantling the myth of decorum while children are “shredded” and “burned alive.” She insists anger is no sin: “The thing that oppressors fear the most is the anger of the masses... It is a fuel.” Her words demand we channel rage into resistance, not silence.
Gaza, Susan argues, is a hinge of history—a testing ground for a new model of AI-driven colonialism. “They’re developing a model wherein they will do the unthinkable,” she warns, exposing how Western elites normalize horrors to disempower us. From the Balfour Declaration to the Iraq War, she traces Zionism’s grip on global policy, noting, “The United States is totally subservient to Israel—they have hijacked our sovereignty.” Even Arab regimes’ growing trade with Israel wounds the collective soul.
Yet Gaza’s defiance inspires: “Against all odds, two years on, over 85,000 tons of bombs, starvation—and they’re still fighting.” Susan celebrates Palestine Action’s UK activists, risking jail to shut down arms factories: “They are willing to pay the price... If more people do that, they can’t put us all in prison.” She rejects non-violence as a 75-year failure, demanding, “We want our homeland back... the full menu of human dignity.”
This conversation isn’t easy—it’s meant to wake you. Susan exposes Zionism’s fragility, like uprooted trees collapsing in Tel Aviv, as Churchill noted: “If you don’t have roots, things will fall down.” Her call to escalate—through boycotts, protests, storytelling—reminds us: “Liberation comes from standing for the most defenseless.” She also teases her children’s book Palestine on the Moon (pre-order on her site) and a 2027 novel.
⏱️ Timestamps
0:00 – Intro
2:05 – Why Susan went to Gaza
6:15 – Gaza as the future of humanity
10:42 – The psychology of helplessness & control
16:30 – Why rage is a responsibility
22:45 – Refusing euphemisms: naming genocide
28:10 – Roots vs. “death technology”
34:40 – Resistance and the right to fight back
42:12 – Betrayal and Arab complicity
48:25 – What sustains hope in Gaza
53:50 – Channeling rage into responsibility
1:00:20 – Susan’s upcoming books & Gaza anthology
1:05:00 – Closing reflections
Susan’s words burn: silence is complicity, anger is duty, hope is discipline. If this moves you, don’t stop here. Act: read untaught histories, join boycott campaigns, support legal funds, make art, show up in numbers. Share this episode, follow Susan on X, pre-order Palestine on the Moon, and donate to credible Gaza aid groups. Rage without action is despair. Rage with action is the seed of liberation.
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Until next time, stay loud.